I Just Want to Rant

Jesus H. Christ! My stress levels have reached their all time high. I just want to scream and scream and never stop screaming.

This is hell. This is pure unadulterated fucking hell. I can't wait for all this to be over but then the waiting starts... I don't what's worse - this or that.

At least I'll have work and money while waiting. The absence of income and this feeling of financial impotence are stressing me out much more than the nonstop studying. I feel like I'm about to explode. Just bloody explode. God. 

I am just so fucking tired of this.